The man knows exactly what to say. I swear to you. He walks into the US room(yes, he does all the US's himself) and immediately shakes my hand and says "I am so sorry this cycle did not turn out the way we all wanted it to" Meaning to stay prenant! He melted my heart and I really had to hold the tears back. He knows the pain and suffering of a loss. He has the right words to say. The right touch on the shoulder to comfort us through this all.
He did the US exam and it showed a blood clot in the uterus about 6-8 mm large. He offered to me to write antoher rx for pain meds meaning percocet instead of darvocet.. but I passed on it. I am ok today.. still bleeding and clotting, but it is much less today then yesterday.
He told me that we can have one more AF then plan on a fresh ivf cycle. WOW. I loved hearing that.
I feel much better emotionally today. I cried so hard in the lobby yesterday,but today, I overheard good news from 2 ladies walking out of there! YEAH.. I like hearing that. REally I do. They both graduated from this RE to their OB.. meaning they are past the "worry" part of the first steps in pregnancy. See, that gives me hope that I can get pg then too.
Now to get my body back in shape and lose these lbs from this past cycle.
AF should be gone in about 3 days or so then I am good to move forward.
Thanks so much for all the prayers and good wishes. We are making it through this and will move forward no matter the path we take. I hope to try IVF one more time then we will move on if that does not work.
Bless us all.
bec
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Hi there,
I found your blog while doing a search on information regarding IVF. It was a while before I realized you are the very same person I contacted on INCIID.
I just wanted to tell you that I am happy you are feeling better and feeling positive about your next fresh cycle. I am so sorry you have gone through this grief but you seem to be handling it very well.
Take care. Jan
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