slacking

I am a professional at slacking ... how about you? tell me... procrastination is my game and bekkiboo is my name.

I have to make an outline of our IVF / IF history for Thursdays meeting with the new RE (reproductive endocrinologist doc) and I have yet to lift a pen or type a key on the keyboard to set this outline up. LOL

Sleep, sleep is all I want to do these days. yawn.

Soooo, do you procrastinate? if so, name one thing that sits for long periods of time b4 you pick it up again to finish/accomplish it.

soft cuddly puppy wanted

yes, call us crazy, but DH wants (and so do it, hehe) a new puppy. A chocolate Lab female puppy.

3 dogs in a house? call us crazy, but it will most likely happen. If you know of any breeders for chocolate labs please post their info.

oh, my 2 cats will just love us for adding to the family... NOT.

blah blah blah.... at catch up...

lets see, in the last 2 weeks..

I turned 35, I feel it too. LOL I am about 35 years away from retiring one day. Now that should make anyone feel good, right? hahahaha. That would be 2040 before I could retire? hmmmm, must find a way to build my retirement investment to the fullest.

My freaking car is still in the shop.... long story for another day.

my plumbing is fixed in the house.... but now we await the carpet to be replaced.

I have 3 full days until our next IVF consult. You know the consult from the INCIID the HEART program? Yeah, that one. The granted IVF cycle we applied for and received through INCIID. (now lets see if I did that right and inserted the clickable link to inciid through the hightlighted word INCIID.. if Not, then I must go learn some HTML. bahahaha). Ok, my IVF consult is set for Thursday with a new RE in ... I delivered my paperwork to them on Friday and let me tell you I had those cool butterflies in my belly .. you know, the kind that are from excitment of something new and adventurous. We have been going through IF since 1999 and went to the same RE since then, now we are seeing a new doc to take us hopefully on the new journey to parenthood this IVF cycle.

I started back to school. I am a lifer at community college and will take a class this semester that is divided into 3 classes for 1 credit hour each. Intro to WindowXP, intermediate, and Advanced. WOOOHOOO. Good thing about having a new laptop is that it was installed with XP so I can do my homework from home and not have to go to the school lab to do my work. I know Windows and know it well so I take this class as a rest from the hard class I had last semester and the gobs of homework that jerk of a teacher gave us. I did get out of that class with an A, but hard fought.

Work at Famous B...(retraining from using their full name from here on out!) is work... I was asked to take on the responsibility of learning the vault and deposit process. They believe I have the skills to learn the process and do deposits on the weekend days for the West County store. I find this interesting yet a scary proposition... It is a HUGE responsibility of money and care for a large department store. I worked in 2 banks and did the vaults and deposits, but loved it so I find this job proposistion a chool endeavour. Wish me luck. This is my part time job on top of my day job so I hope it is worth it.

I went to a bowling for bloggers event this past saturday and let me tell you it was nice to meet a great bunch of folks. So much so they have convinced me to join their blogger group... I hope they don't mind. I am not as lively as most of them, but it was a great welcome.

Thanks Mae!

is 35 harder than 30?

meaning... is turning 35 harder emotionally than 30? So far it is. I dread 35. Now I am considered Advanced maternal age for reproduction > GREAT. NOT.

I took the day off work tomorrow(today since it is 12:48 am on Jan 13th). I deserve it. Shame is that I won't be able to sleep in because the plumber is going to be here laying concrete over my spankin' new pipes in the basement. Fun. NOT. Good part of the day is that my mom is taking me to play bingo for my bday present. LOL I asked her to.

Man, I am a nerd. I am watching the World Poker Tournament... I would love to play Texas Holdum. hehe

one day.

Happy Birthday to me........

What is it for me?

eating a zinger... Really, what is in it for me? loads of sugar. LOL Not what I need right now. I am trying to lose a few lbs.. But it is hard being diabetic and NOT disceplined. Bahahaha... Well, today is something like CD 5 and AF is being spotty strange.... hmmm

My car is not fixed yet and my rental will run out b4 it is. Frick.

Our new sewer line is in... we had to shower at the neighbors this AM for work. thanks Fran.

my bday is in 2 days. YEAH. I took a personal Holiday for it too. YEAH. Mom is taking me to bingo that night too. YEAH. Come on Money winnings. Hit mom and I both!

are you fit for an update?

I don't blog as much as I want to....

my car is still kaput.... my body is playing finderd keepers or loosers with AF... I guess today is CD1???? well, we will call it Friday the 7th as CD1... YEAH...

IVF consult is January 27th and man that is only 20 days away starting tomorrow AM.

sewer line repair contract is 10600.

watching JackAss on MTV and am loving it. LOL

kathyt is at home on rest with her twin boys due in a few weeks.. she needs another 3-4 weeks gestation to be in great shape... I feel for her.

I can't wait to be a mommy and have her around for support too.

I have so much on my mind that I can't keep u pwith it all. I am so tired... so signing off and heading to bed...

oh the cramps.


CD1 is tomorrow... yuck.. 4 tylenol is not even touching these cramps. yick

dreaming hanna sleeps next to me in bed. sweet.

Happy New Year

2005... wow... I turn 35 in 13 days and man, I can't believe it.

wow.